A lot happened in 3 days...

Which definitely made it hard to post.  So I'm going to count this as day 4 and just continue with my daily posts after this.

Day 4:
    Working with 2 kids...sometimes I ask myself "How do you do it every day?"  It's a challenge...but I love every minute of being with my children.  Working only makes me cherish it more.  Not that I wouldn't love to be home with them...but I definitely think that working has made my relationship with my children better.  Working, though, is very hard.  I sat at my desk the past 3 days and wanted to cry.  I kept getting text messages that my son was crawling and I was missing it.  As a mother, you want to be there for your children's first...and I felt like I haven't been.  I missed my daughters first time walking and now my sons first time crawling.  It makes my heart ache. 
   Tony is finally crawling at 7 1/2 months! I'm so excited to be able to share a video of him crawling towards a dog bone.  Yes...a dog bone, but NO, I did not let him touch the dog bone.  He just really wanted it and it was the only way to get this video of  him...haha! (The video is at te bottom of the page!)
   Another thing on my mind is he fact that I might be pregnant.  Every morning, to halfway through the day, I have felt like I'm going to throw up everywhere.  I actually had to run to the bathroom at work today and began dry heaving.  I've been super crampy and the past two days I'm extremely fatigued.  I'm not really sure how I would feel right now if I found out I was pregnant.  I think a part of me would be SUPER excited...but a part of me would be sad because this would be my last pregnancy and I really don't want it to be this soon.  For goodness sake...I'm only 24! Haha!  If I'm not pregnant....I actually think I would be bummed though and of course a little relieved.
    This is all I can write tonight.  My body is screaming for me to go to bed.  Night!